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so i just broke up with my boyfriend of two years.... and im not sure why im sitting around drinking and feeling sorry for myself,, considering the fact tht he was controlling and mentally abusive. and a compulsive lier on top of tht.. yes we had a son together and he wasnt there when i lost him. he was no where to be found. and he was on alll diff kinds of dateing websites and when he was caught he flat out told me to my face tht it wasnt him! i mean come on how can u sit there and deny it when your picture is right fucking there?!?!?! and everything about you! then not to mention all the messages i recieved from his ex sayin they met up and fucked! so i was tired of making him happy and making myself miserable can some one please tell me why im in the wrong and everything gets turned upon myself like im the bad guy cause i broke up with him?? cause i cant seem to understand why i feel so bad....

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MyArmyLife
22:58 Nov 19 2010

It's the feelings you still have for him. They'll go away in a bit. What you need to do is make yourself busy so that you can't think about it. I actually start reading a lot and getting in to the books. After a couple of days, you'll be able to put it off to the side. Or maybe that's just me. I don't know. But it's worth a try.

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